I can finally take a break

Back after 8 months of not blogging. The reason that I have not been blogging frequently is because of the heavy workload and projects that have been piled on me. Moreover, I also do not have much things to blog about as my life is quite mundane and standard.

The last few weeks have really been the hell of my life. Endless projects and endless tutorials has really stopped me from taking a breather and really relax. What's more one of my projects is being screwed up by one of my group member which really escalates the worse situation. However, I am really lucky to have two of my best friends cum brothers really helped me a lot along the way. Without them, I bet we will not finish our projects. Final year in poly is really crazy and I really hope that time passes slowly so that we have time to complete our projects.

Thursday is the day that I have stayed the latest in school. Reached home really 11pm because of the financial statements that we needed to submit the next day. The worst thing is that friday's lessons starts at 8am which is really so tiring. After the submission of our project, the food and the nap that I took really feels good and better than ever. I really can take a good rest from now until 1 month later which is the start of our semestral examinations.

I really hope that I can do well for the semestral exams as my grades have really dropped for this semester especially AFA. I am really scared that I can't get an A for this module as the questions are all so tricky and time consuming. I hope that this paper will not end up like my financial accounting module where I can't finish the paper and ended up being pulled by the semestral exam.

Anyway, good luck to all those athletes participating is this year's Youth Olympic Games and get as many gold medals for Singapore as possible. Jiayou

Finally a new post

At last there is new entry in my blog after so many months of inactivity. Feeling very stressed with tutorials and tests piling up daily on my schedule(which explains my inactivity in this blog). Just finished my two CAs recently which is FACC and CACC. This two paper is a killer. Most importantly. our CACC lecturer really sets papers very hard. However, I really find it challenging while doing his paper which makes it so quite enjoying(weird of me).

Recently just went to the pre-ITP briefing last Wednesday. The briefing is not boring at all with all the jokes and laughs while the speaker briefed on the ITP/ As expected, there is all the usual stuff during the briefing, calling students to be punctual and be polite and respectful towards colleagues and supervisor. Blah Blah. However, the most stupid part of this briefing is to write a letter to our placement company telling them what we study in our course.

I felt reall angry and frustrated these few days because of the school's decision to let me do the ITP in SP itself. Why can't they just find a company for me. Is it because I am a handicapped and they find it a nuisance to find me an external company? If this is so, this is really fucked up(but this is the reality of life anyway). The reason that I enrolled in a polytechnic is to experience what it feels like stepping out to society and work and not just stationed at a fixed place to learn what is required in the working world.

For those of you reading my blog, can you please advice me on what I should do for this dilemma. Should I accept the school's offer and do the ITP at school or should I insist on them finding an external company for me? Please say your advice in my tagboard